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Name: Tyler
State: Texas
Metro: Plano
Gender: Male


Interests: I fall for the odds. I don't really see myself in normal situations. My interests coincide with my screwed up personality. Hell, i'm one of a kind -.-
Expertise: Classic Rock, Dance, drum'n bass, Hardcore, happy hardcore, trance, ambient, Indi, Reggae, ska, rock, alternitive, 80's, industrial, just about whatever. Some of the coolest bands ever consist of: Afi, The Cure, Incubus, Rage against the machine, Counting crows, Deftones, Tool, Rancid, Boston, Guns n' Roses, Aerosmith, Thursday, Bad Religion, Postal Service(side pro. of -->), DCFC, Dispatch, Evergreen terrace, Manson, Sublime, Op. Ivy, NIN, Flogging Molly, MSI, operation ivy, Rockell (come on, get with it), Refused, saves the day, some of that Simon and Garfunkel, the Cars, Smashing Pumpkins, a perfect circle,30STM, and countless others. A mi me gusta tocar la guitarra...


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Monday, May 25, 2009

time is the best filter

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i'm pretty sure this is safe.

i tried reading through it. I made myself sick. I cannot remember. anything.
And the people, commenting as if I shared some kind of common bond... which is why we talk today...
Don't remember that either.
I think, due to the last couple of years I successfully defended myself from everything including myself
wack.
it's Summer 2009, i'm 21- finding myself sitting in a place that I don't care to be- in company I don't care to keep.
all I wan't to do now is remember. so I can at least have that. if anything.  That way I can say I at least tasted it.
but then again, people don't seem to believe in my credibility. looking back- should I believe myself? Am i reading things that actually happened, or shit I made up?

i am a credible source.

so we will soon see.



Sunday, March 11, 2007

 









  • Some say the end is near
Some say we'll see armageddon soonI certainly hope we willI sure could use a vacation from thisBull-shit, three-ringCircus sideshowOf freaks here in thisHopeless fuckingHole we call L.A.The only way to fix it isTo flush it all awayAny fucking timeAny fucking dayLearn to swimSee you down inArizona BayFret for your figureAnd fret for your latteAnd fret for your lawsuitAnd fret for your hairpieceAnd fret for your ProzacAnd fret for your pilotAnd fret for your contractAnd fret for your carIt's a bull-shit, three-ringCircus sideshowOf freaks here in thisHopeless fuckingHole we call L.A.The only way to fix it isTo flush it all awayAny fucking timeAny fucking dayLearn to swimSee you down inArizona BaySome say a comet will fall from the skyFollowed by meteor showers and tidal wavesFollowed by fault lines that cannot sit stillFollowed by millions of dumb-founded dipshits andSome say the end is nearSome say we'll see armageddon soonI certainly hope we willI sure could use a vacation from thisStupid shitSilly shitStupid shitOne great big festering neon distractionI've a suggestion to keep you all occupiedLearn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim...Mom's gonna fix it all soonMom's coming 'round to put it back the way it oughta beLearn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim...Fuck L. Ron HubbardAnd fuck all his clonesFuck all these gun-totingHip gangster wanna-besLearn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim...Fuck retro anythingFuck your tattoosFuck all you junkiesAnd fuck your short memoryLearn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim...Fuck smilie glad-hands with hidden agendasFuck these dysfunctional, insecure actressesLearn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim... Learn to swim...I'm praying for rainI'm praying for tidal wavesI wanna see the ground give wayI wanna watch it all go downMom, please flush it all awayI wanna see it go right in and downI wanna watch it go right inWatch you flush it all awayYeah, time to bring it down againYeah, don't just call a pessimistTry and read between the linesAnd I can't imagine why you wouldn'tWelcome any change, my friendI wanna see it come downPlug it downSuck it downFlush it down


Monday, September 11, 2006

I can't believe all that I have forseen is finally happening
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel
I always knew, I always saw it coming
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear
I've never felt the nausea of wanting to feel nothing
I've never wanted to cease to exist
Just disappear

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead

Once felt so warm
Now I'm fucking freezing
I am the once embraced, abandoned one
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing
No relief was mine, I was burnt by the sun

Fear memories are all that lie ahead (memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so lost
Fear tragedies is all that lies ahead (memories dull my senses)
Never have I felt so dead

I feel so lost


Sunday, June 18, 2006

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don't know which way I'm going
I don't know what I've become

For you I'd wait 'Til kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done
Say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me


Tuesday, May 02, 2006

so... i'm lucky to be alive.



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